i've been feeling so low
i can't seem to let it go
summer fades and turns to fall
sand in my hands, can't have it all
try to cherish all these days
i fear the future but i can't stay
throat closes and i can't sleep
i'm suffocating through the heat
the days gallop away
soon i'll lose the reins
i'll leave the only life i've ever known
it's hard to think i'll be all on my own
met so many who've made me who i am
now i have to start again
don't know how i'm feeling i'm feeling about this
about this
walking through these hollow halls
was i ever here at all?
familiar faces fade to dust
when will my memories start to rust?
i know i love you with no doubt
because it wouldn't hurt this much to think about
i love to look at how we've grown
but you'll just be pixels in my phone
why couldn't we be twenty three
when you mean so much to me?
thinking about what you said
and it's looming over my head
will i lose you?
i can't lose you
i can't lose you
i don't know
go to bed with my body numb
looking back i've had quite a run
waking up with the rising sun
it's time to leave the day has come
i've been feeling so low
i can't seem to let it go
summer fades and turns to fall
sand in my hands, can't have it all
Drawing on everything from soft-focus C86 like The Field Mice to distortion-heavy shoegaze, “Eulogies” is pop perfection. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 13, 2020
The latest EP from Brooklyn’s Gilah is an explosion of sound and color, with oceanic guitars and dreamlike melodies. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 14, 2020
Bright, gorgeous, bashing songs from these Belgian shoegazers that never lose track of melody amidst the waves of distortion. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 23, 2023
Joe Russell-Brown serves up four rich, melodic , driving indie rock songs, recorded on a laptop in his grandmother’s bungalow. Bandcamp New & Notable Dec 6, 2017